Tuesday, May 21, 2024

Effigy (May 2024)

If I had a gun
would I press it against my chest?
What would I want?
If I did, did I would?

Would I want to pull the trigger
Just to watch how it bleeds?
Just to see if my blood is still red when
Black fills the heart of me

(Chorus)
Would the jewels paint the world?
Would I think
“Is this all thats left of me?”
Would the floor be cold and hard?
Or would i be relieved?
And just be relieved.

If i had a gun
How would i change the world?
If i point it at you
Would you change too?

Would you ask me to pull the trigger
Just to put the hurt down?
Just to see if it stops
And the world could just drown away.

(Chorus 2)

(Bridge)
Im a piece of art lying here rotting
Already i lie here forgotten
Im an artist who painted myself
Like society’s painted the world
Yet i am a monster
And not an effigy.

If you had a gun
Would you press it against my chest
Would i be an atom bomb
When the bullet hit the core of my soul?

Would I want you to pull the trigger
While you searched in my eyes
To see the lights dim as I
Un-became everything that you see?

(Chorus)


Infection

Bible basher
Moral smasher
Child molester
Take me to the high road (why is this the higher road now?)

Get me a new abortion
Try me another soul
Ready to burn in hell rather than burning with your lord

Jeebus christ, youre a belieber.
Why dont we just kill em all?
Seven souls, seven sins 
Youre the virus now.

Bible basher
Moral smasher
Child molester
Take me to the high road (why is this the higher road now?)

Youre the old infection Youre the same disease
Youre the mental illness
Whoring religious sleaze

Live what you learn
Lie what you learn
Ooh - Ready to burn

IM READY TO BUUUURN! (X4)

Crass Dismissed (2014)

Gonna get you a pre rape mix tape
To make sure you have a blacker heart
Its 1984 all over again
Gonna feast, gonna tear you apart

You make Snoop seem like Kid Rock
Make me want the first exit to hell
I always intended to break you
Always planned to drag you down as well

(Chorus)
Crass dismissed
Clench-ed fist
Play or fold?
This game is getting so old
Crass dismissed
Get back - into your ditch
Play or fold?
The game is over! This game is getting old.

Your eyes arent stained windows
Theyre doors back to your soul
Youre so soulless. Youre cold
Youre colder and youre getting so old

(Bridge)
Yes another raped and bleeding
(Youre drowning on empty,
Youre drowning on empty)
Yes another trapped and freezing
(Youre drowning on empty,
Youre drowning on empty)
Yes another cloned and feeding
(Youre drowning on empty,
Youre drowning on empty)
Yes another drunk and needing 
(Youre drowning on empty)
DROWNING ON EMPTY!

The sky is sliding
Falling out of your rage
Days are eeking
And you have sodden your cage

So settle your soul
And sell up your sin
The warden is wanting
Creeping out through your skin

(Chorus)

Gonna get you a pre-rape mix tape
Ga-gonna get you a pre-rape mix tape
Settle in for your triumphant escape
What mind of horror in perversive outtakes

Crass?
Oh crass!
I mean CRASS
Fucking dismissed.

Orgasmnesia (2009)

Youre running
Scared of dying
A bitter fool
You dont want it
But you’ll get it
Make a mess and 
Dont regret

Lock the door
Licking blow off a whore
Begging for more
Shrink and spit on the floor
Ive got you where i want you
Yeah, ive got you now.

(Chorus)
Your orgasm
An orgasm
Orgasmnesia

Forget it
You said it
A twisted fool
You make it
So try shake it
Pull the noose and dont let go

Lock the door
Kick the chair from your whore
Shuffle and tighten some more
Spit and sweat on the floor
Ive got you where i want you
Yeah, ive got you now

Shes got you 
Yeah she’s got you
She’s got you where she wants you
Shes got you
Shes got you now.
(x2)

Begging for more
Slow and spent on the floor
A bound and broken whore
Redeeming no more
Yeah she wants you 
Now she’s got you
But where are you now?

(Chorus)

Steel out the door 
Into the boot of your car
Digging for more
Bagged and broken on the floor
You got just what you want, you
Yeah, youve got it now

(Chorus)

Cool, Calm and Dyslexic (2009)

It shakes the jelly in your eyes
An octopus of many names
And you cant fight it
Its cool, calm & dyslexic

Its cool, calm & dyslexic
Youre spastic, fantastic 
Its cool, calm & dyslexic
Youre spastic, youre a spaz

Fight your way into your cage
Its a drain on your face 
And you despise it
Break your face on the stage

Fade to green
A gypsy mess on skitz
And where can you foster 
This mayhem, dismayhem

Its cool, calm & dyslexic
Youre spastic, fantastic 
Its cool, calm & dyslexic
Youre spastic, youre a spaz

It shakes the jelly in your eyes
A shoe of many names And you cant bite it
Youre cool, calm & dyslexic

Youre cool, calm & dyslexic
Its spastic, fantastic
Youre cool, calm & dyslexic
Its spastic, its a spaz

And be a stick in disguise 
And pose & pose & plea
Hide your shades & slide your soles 
And be a stick full of lies 
And be a beef full of pies 
And be a greet full of tyres 
And be a pot full of fries 
Just be cool calm & dyslexic

Burning Man (2010)

Youre just a bird on a wire
Youre just a snake in a cage
Youre caged and your outraged
And the hunter is out again

(Chorus)
Youre acid skin
(Youre the burning man)
Youre acid skin
(Youre the burning man)
Youre acid skin
(Youre the burning man

Youre just a bird on a wire
Youre just digging a grave
Break in combatting leeches
But the hunter is out again

Just a bird on a wire
Youre only slightly deranged
You think youre a beacon
And the hunter is out again

(Bridge)
Burning man
Churning man
Razor wire
Dont let go
Burning man
Churning man
Razor wire
Dont let go
Nobody will ever know


Nobody Fucks the Prom Queen (2012)

(Intro)
I see youre getting your fingers dirty I hear youre getting your freak on
Rumour has, you've got your finger off the trigger
Theres only one thing wrong! (NOBODY FUCKS THE PROM QUEEN!)

Youre just a skeevy little punk!
How you even get on that radar?
You make her seem so edgy
Shes gonna be a star!

(Chorus)
Theres some speculating
But youre only kinda sorta dating
Thers only one thing wrong!
Theres only one thing wrong! (NOBODY FUCKS THE PROM QUEEN!)

(Bridge)
Can you get an in? Can you get an in? Can you get an in?
No way! Cock block! No way!
Can you get an in? Can you get an in? Can you get an in?
No way! No way! No way! Nobody fucks the prom queen!

Its been so carefully planned out
Her friends will swarm about
So carefully constructed!

The edgier the icon
The more she's gonna like em
But she'll keep on holding out! (NOBODY FUCKS THE PROM QUEEN!) (x3)
Go go! Fuck up the prom queen.

Manipulated (2010)

 
Youve been hard
Ive been squandered
I told you how to beat me
You never second chanced it
Ive been weak
You've been condescending
I let it hurt
You never tried to save me -

Manipulation
Try tell me you didn't know
Made sure I knew Id lose it all It wasn't hard to beat me
And now Ive gotta cast you aside

You've been told
I gave you all the answers
That you ignored
You took a thousand chances
Im not blind
I chose to disregard
All the signs
While you twist the knife in some more

(Bridge)
You stacked the walls up higher than anyone can go
You pushed my love aside but you couldn't let me go
let you take my pride and tear it into shreds -

Manipulation
Try tell me you didn't know
Made sure I knew Id lose it all It wasn't hard to beat me
And now Ive gotta cast you aside

Ive been unwise
I wish l'd never met you
So many tries
Wish that I could forget you
You've been cold
I tried to warm the chill but Ive been shut out
And youll just walk away

Manipulation
Try tell me you didn't know
Made sure I knew Id lose it all It wasn't hard to beat me
And now Ive gotta cast you aside

Interchange (2013)

Everything's just perfect
Everything's just perfect
Everything's just perfect
Everything's just...


LIAR!

Youre just another girl
Just another girl yeah,
Just another ... NOTHING!


Put me in my place
Put me in my place yeah
Just put me down!

(chorus)
Youre all interchangable
Dont expect to ask for any better All interchangable
Dont expect any better if you dont demand yourself!
Everything's just perfect
Everything's just perfect
Everything's just perfect
Everything's just...


LIAR!

Theres no reason to believe
Reason to believe when
All the others lie to me


YOU'RE NOTHING!

Never gonna be 
Never gonna be
Dont be so serious!

(chorus)

Youre all interchangable
Dont expect to ask for any better 
All interchangable
Dont expect any better if you dont demand yourself!

Infection (2013)

Bible basher
Moral smasher
Child molester
Take me to the high road (why is this the higher road now?)

Get me a new abortion
Try me another soul
Ready to burn in hell rather than 
burning with your lord

Jeebus christ, youre a belieber.
Why dont we just kill em all?
Seven souls, seven sins 
Youre the new virus now.

Bible basher
Moral smasher
Child molester
Take me to the high road (why is this the higher road now?)

Youre the old infection 
Youre the same disease
Youre the mental illness
Whoring religious sleaze

Live what you learn
Lie what you learn
Ready to burn
IM READY TO BUUUURN!

Daddy (2013)

Daddy's little fuck up
Daddys little girl
Youre the fucking scapegoat
In his perfect world


Daddys little disappointment

Mommys screaming whore

The towns fucking bike

Never amount to something more


She's Daddys!

My little fuck up!

Youre fucking DADDYS!

My fuck up! MY FUCK UP!

Youre fucking DADDYS!

Pretty fuck! My fuck up!

C'mon to daddy!

Shake that ass! Shake that ass!


(bridge)


Youre a fucktonne of mindblow

Youre princess crack, baby 

So showcase your intellect

Come shake your tits for me, baby


Its raining more & more men

A prepubescent screw

Numbers on the toilet wall

Fingercuffs & a crew


She's Daddys!

My little fuck up!

Youre fucking DADDYS!

My fuck up! MY FUCK UP!

Youre fucking DADDYS!

Pretty fuck! My fuck up!

C'mon to daddy!

Shake that ass! Shake that ass!

Tuesday, March 19, 2024

Friends

Getting better slowly,

And I get it now.


Grief is wanting to be better.

To never forget

And to be scared that if life,

Cruel as it is,

Could be good again once they’re gone…

That you were never the friend you thought you were.


I have punished myself for your death

In more ways than I had hoped.

But no matter how much I try to be okay

There will always be that voice yelling

LIFE WAS BETTER WITH YOU IN IT

Because it was.


And now I have the task of trying to make it better without you.

And

Don’t 

Want 

To.



Sunday, December 31, 2023

Lighter Karma

Can i grab you by your 
Solar plexus
I want to whisper to the deepest you
Where you dont tread

Fear is holding you
Telling you not to ask the cheap veneer
What is behind the door
Fear of nothing you cant answer

Youve lost your light
Handed out at dirty bars
On cheap cigarettes
Youve lost your light
But curl your fingers in
Find the lighter karma

I want to dive in
Seep around your solar plexus
Slink the rib ladder and
Beat into your heart

Find where its broken and sew up the cracks
Sew it can seam less painful
See how you decorate the walls and
Straighten the paintings

Rope Drawn Mess

Every time it happens

Every. Time.
Pinched skin back behind my ears
And crack my chest

Rope drawn mess
Following my undercarriage
Hoping to pull me inside
Out again.
And creeping bones
Like my smile
Subside after a turn
When the universe is solid

But now it is all
Squirrelling guts and
Drunken moons
Pouring another snifter of swoon

Delightful haze that blinds me
Delightful as it my be
I would rather you leave me full than
Jangle my bones in the dirt again.

The Reality

Peer through

Youd never know that behind the paintings
Hangs the reality

Pouring out through
Swirling paint drips
Trying to lick the spit through the window
So you can smell it
Taste it
Recognise the same horse behind the mirror

And shaping like a moon
You settle into the warm golden glow of the night
Arked into its smile

Looks across the yard to see
The spewing mess that overtalks
Grooming your view

Assured behind duck bills the
Guts and whinneys of 
The self despaired 

The eight burns
And you are too busy
To notice

Full with nothing
Empty overflowing
Forgot to dig your toes well into the dirt

Such a hindrance.
Your bones are showing
But your soul is kept behind the shards.